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Tuesday, July 22, 2025

RIP Prince of Darkness, Ozzy Osbourne

Ozzy Osbourne (December 3, 1948 - July 22, 2025)

It is the end of an era.  A hard rock and heavy metal icon has passed, the one many consider the godfather of metal, Ozzy Osbourne.  He was a founding member of Black Sabbath that formed in 1968 and released their first album in 1970.  He wrote and sang on nine Black Sabbath albums and thirteen solo studio albums.  He and his wife Sharon were responsible for starting the biggest and most successful festival tours to feature metal artists.  He just played his final show from a throne on stage at Villa Park in Aston, Birmingham, UK on July 5.  The show titled “Back To The Beginning: Ozzy’s Final Bow” was already planned for a movie release early next year. Time will tell if it will now be expanded beyond the original plan of a 100 minute concert film.

I won't claim to be Ozzy's biggest fan growing up, rather my relationship with Ozzy's music evolved over time.  I was born in 1980 and I didn't start getting into rock until middle school and metal even later.  I first remember being a fan of songs like "Iron Man" (1970) and "Crazy Train" (1980).  When I was a kid I feel like Ozzy was always in pop culture.  Pop music had Michael Jackson and Madonna.  Rock music had Ozzy and Lemmy.  I knew he had his own name tattooed on his knuckles. I had heard the stories of Ozzy biting the head off of a dove (1981) and a bat (1982) and urinating on the Alamo (1982).  I didn't know quite what to think about it, but these things certainly made him stand out. 

In 1991 he had a resurgence with his second album to feature Zakk Wylde, No More Tears, featuring the title track and "Mama I'm Coming Home."  Although I was watching MTV and VH1 by this point, Headbanger's Ball was on past my bedtime.  And while I enjoyed Ozzy, Aerosmith, Def Leppard, Bon Jovi, Twisted Sister, Guns N Roses, etc. in 1991 the grunge and alternative movement surged quickly and dominated airwaves.  I started listening to REM, Nirvana, and Soundgarden.  Later Alanis Morissete, Green Day, and Weezer.  In the summer of 1993 I have a distinct memory of watching the video for "Crazy Train" and thinking it was one of the greatest songs ever.  In 1994 Ozzy first appeared on Beavis and Butthead.  He also recorded a song with Miss Piggy from the muppets.  In 1995 Ozzy's Ozzmosis album came out and I particularly liked "Perry Mason." Then Ozzy kind of faded from my attention for a few years.

In college during the fall of 1999 a friend of mine introduced me to heavier music.  He was a huge fan of the Deftones' first two albums.  He then turned me onto Papa Roach, Linkin Park, Staind, etc.  This was pre-YouTube, but we had file sharing programs so I started to explore songs from these bands as well as go back to earlier metal like Black Sabbath, Deep Purple, and Judas Priest.  I bought cds of my favorite artists, and I went to my first concert in February of 2000.  I was now on my way to becoming a true metal-head.  I saw Ozzy perform live for the first time with Black Sabbath at Ozzfest 2001.  They headlined an amazing show that 170 concerts later is still my favorite of all time.  I enjoyed every set and even though I was tired from 12 hours of rocking, I remember thinking I could listen to Black Sabbath forever and be happy.  Songs like "N.I.B" and "War Pigs" really stood out in the live performance.

In October 2001 Ozzy released Down to Earth featuring "Gets Me Through; Facing Hell; Junkie; and Dreamer." This album wasn't as heavy as a lot of his material but I liked several songs on it.  In March 2002 the reality TV series The Osbournes came out.  It quickly became popular as we got to peer into the family life of the Prince of Darkness and see a softer and funnier side of Ozzy which really humanized him. I saw Ozzy on stage for the second time at Ozzfest in July 2002.  This time his band lineup featured Zakk Wylde on guitar, Mike Bordin on drums, and Robert Trujillo on bass. Obviously the sound was different, but still very cool.  I liked everything Zakk did except I didn't think Crazy Train sounded as good with him compared to Randy Rhodes.  I remember Ozzy running and jumping around a lot and hyping up the crowd, even throwing buckets of water.  They played a 14 song set including two from the new album.  Ozzy was maybe at the height of his popularity at this time and I loved getting to see him in his element performing.  

In 2003 it became public that Ozzy was being overprescribed several types of pills which affected his speech and ability to walk.  Some of the footage made it to air on his reality show and most people laughed at his condition.  However, in December 2003 when an ATV accident nearly took his life it was no laughing matter.  When I saw Ozzfest 2004 I went to the Camden show and Ozzy was sick so Rob Halford filled in for him with Black Sabbath.  In May of 2005 he was diagnosed with Parkin syndrome, a genetic disorder related to Parkinson's disease that also causes tremors, posture instability, and affected his hearing.  I got to see Ozzy again in 2007.  While it was a fun concert, Ozzy didn't sound as good as the first two times I saw him and his body was not nearly as limber.  His jumps were awkward, though he still tried.  He didn't run around as much and he held onto the microphone stand more.  The vocals were a little more garbled and he was constantly yelling "I can't hear you" and "Show me your cigarette lighters."  

It was around this time that I started writing this blog to catalogue some of my concert going experiences and write about music that I enjoy.  I didn't have to think for very long before I decided to call it "Diary of a Madman Bink" in honor of Ozzy.  At some point my friends in Phoenixband started dedicating "Crazy Train" to me when they covered it at their shows!

In 2008 Ozzfest stopped being a big traveling tour.  Ozzy continued to perform sporadically his remaining years as either a solo act or with some members of Black Sabbath until cancelling entire tours in 2019 and 2020.  He was diagnosed with emphysema and Parkinson's disease.  Given this, it is very fortunate that I got to see him the times that I did, and sounding pretty great in 2001 and 2002.  Ozzy's last album came out in September of 2022 called Patient Number 9.  I previously spoke about it here as I described it as my favorite album of the year and one of his best in a long time.  

Ozzy Osbourne's passing marks not just the end of a legendary career, but the closing of a chapter in rock history that will never be repeated. From his groundbreaking work with Black Sabbath to his theatrical solo career, he didn't just perform heavy metal - he personified it, complete with all its darkness, humor, and humanity. For fans like me who discovered his music across different decades and life stages, Ozzy was a constant icon in an ever-changing musical landscape. Whether you knew him as the bat-biting madman, the loving father from reality TV, or simply as the voice behind "Iron Man" and "Crazy Train," his influence transcended generations and genres.  Like the Beetles influenced him, he has influenced countless artists from Judas Priest, Van Halen, and Pantera to Candlemass, Fozzy, Halestorm, and Yungblud.  I feel incredibly fortunate to have witnessed him perform during the latter end of his prime years, when his voice was strong and his stage presence electric. Those memories, along with the countless fans whose lives his music touched, ensure that while the Prince of Darkness may have taken his final bow, his legacy will continue to inspire headbangers for generations to come.










Thursday, July 10, 2025

Infest 25th Anniversary

"Welcome to the original Papa Roach soundfire
Viva La Cucaracha!!!
My name's Coby Dick
Mr. Dick if you're nasty
Rock a mic with a voice that's raspy
And I'm poetic in my operations
My God given talent is to rock all the nations" 

If that's not one of the coolest openings to an album, I don't know what is.  This is the opening to 2000's Infest, an album that turned 25 years old this April 25th.  I decided to reflect on it in this post because it was one of the landmark albums of my college years and early concert going.  Before the album even came out, my friend had been sharing with me demos of songs from artists like Papa Roach, Linkin Park, Disturbed, and more.  I could be wrong, but I think the first song I heard from Papa Roach was Dead Cell.  That's right.  It wasn't Last Resort like most people.  It was what would become the fourth single from the major label debut.  And I was still an instant fan.  Then the video for Last Resort started appearing on MTV's TRL and I, like many, was hooked.  Papa Roach's popularity soon skyrocketed with their songs being on TV, movies, and video games as well as relentlessly touring and putting on energetic shows.

Two days before I saw them live for the first time I saw Papa Roach perform "Last Resort" on Late Night with Conan O'Brian where I saw Jacoby slamming the microphone into his head, stomping around stage, and doing a front summersault.  I remember being amped by that.  I would see them on July 16, 2000 in Asbury Park for Warped Tour and then again on September 4 headline at the Stone Pony.  What I remember most was that Jacoby commanded the crowds, even as a younger band, whether in a small venue or huge parking lot.  The band typically wore all black and sounded really tight, especially for a hard rock band.  When I wore my Papa Roach shirt to see Linkin Park in November the bass player, Phoenix, would strike up a conversation with me about them!  I also saw Papa Roach kill it on the main stage at Ozzfest 2001.  Their live show energy was so amazing, especially for these early Infest shows.  

After the second album came out I got to go to soundcheck and do a meet and greet with the band in March of 2003 at the Birch Hill Nite Club.  Jacoby (singer), Jerry (guitar), and Tobin (bass) were all super nice to talk to and signed merchandise for me.  Dave the drummer did not hang out much.  Later I would hear that this was common behavior for him, unfortunately.  I would go on to see them a total of nine times at different venues over the years.  The final time being in 2015 when I was shoulder tackled in a Papa Roach mosh pit!

While they have also gone on to release nine more albums and stay relevant on the charts, Infest has been their most popular at 4x Platinum.  The official "Last Resort" video has nearly 300 million views on YouTube.  To commemorate the anniversary, I'll give a quick comment on each track of this legendary album:

1. Infest - A manifesto to "infest" the crowds like the cockroaches of rock and an indictment of "the government, the media, or your family."  Many people didn't think Papa Roach would still be relevant or playing in 2025, but they are still going strong and this album anthem still holds up.

2. Last Resort - Their best known song which is anti-suicide.  Lyrically and thematically it was way ahead of its time as it would be years later that we would start to hear about destigmatizing mental health issues following the suicides of Chris Cornell, Chester Bennington, Avicii, and others.

3. Broken Home - Another song about a difficult subject that has become an anthem for many listeners.  It comes off very cathartic at live shows and features some of Jacoby's best screams.

4. Dead Cell - Verses feature rapping and the chorus is a simple one meant to get the crowd to sing along.  Lyrically it warns of the dangers of digital technology on the mind.  This was the first song I heard that turned me on to P-Roach and the last single from the album.

5. Between Angels and Insects - This was the third single and another song that comes off very well in a live setting.  Lyrically it is about not being materialistic.  Sonically, there are some unique bass lines and guitar riffs.

6. Blood Brothers - Quick riffing introduces this track which has more rap-like verses and big clean-singing choruses.  This song keeps the energy up mid-album.

7. Revenge - Another guitar intro gives way to a rapping verse and big chorus.  This song also features record scratching, which was a common element in the nu-metal genre, and a breakdown with kind of a reggae drum beat.

8. Snakes - A very nu-metal style song about betrayal inspired by a roommate of Jacoby's that spent rent money on weed and got them evicted.

9. Never Enough - Straight forward rock song about self worth and a negative self-perception.  This song was on the soundtrack to Gran Turismo 3 for Playstation 2.  This game went on to become the best selling Playstation exclusive and to be considered one of the best video games of all time.

10. Binge - A cautionary tale about drinking.  Jacoby admitted to underage drinking as a teenager.  As an adult he started to have health problems that eventually led to his decision to get sober in 2012.

11. Thrown Away - Driving rhythms provide the backdrop for Jacoby to sing about the voices in his head and battling with mental health.  Sound effects lead into a hidden track called "Tight Rope" that has a reggae sound.

12. Legacy - "Clean edit" versions of Infest had this as a bonus track.  It features rapping and singing over staccato riffing.  Thematically it brings the manifesto full circle and repeats the idea that Papa Roach "was here from the start and will be here in the end."

Me, Jacoby, and Chris 3/03
Me, Jacoby, and Chris 3/8/03

Me, Jerry, and Chris 3/8/03